Tiresome

Things got settled with friends and nearby, but don't know why feeling very down now a day. Want to leave it all and get back to my place. While studies I used to think of job for a money to fulfill my dreams...now when job is there, money is there, neither time is there nor the dream...looks like walking in great darkness. Both body and mind gone so tried and more over hopeless that just want to rest them all...I don't know how much horse like I was but certainly turning into donkey with continuous-monotonous overload.