Askew as asleep

What’s the purpose of life and what for we people wondering in this world, this antediluvian question is still perking inside me but between this I had a special feeling this morning. I thought with time I am loosing all my passion and just doing it all like machine but today the Me inside surprised me today when in office I just made it out in night shift to read the novel which I was reading with the same interest which I used to have in college days. Early morning just completed the rituals to get back into my book again. It was a pleasant feeling for me with a quelling question also for, Why its not there for the studies will really need my dying seriousness to get me out of this hell. Yes after long time I am using this word for my work place where about slowly I have learnt enjoy working, but whenever the question of purpose of life peels me out the place bring me doubt and a doubtful mind only finds the Hell in the choking environment of that.