Thursday, May 01, 2008

Become Like Me?

Had a talk after long time and for long time today with Konkana, which left me back again in my own puzzle when suddenly she said, "Ashish, I have become like you". I was all surprised and set inside after listening; started thinking of, but which Ashish! when I myself is no more like me. Time has really changed a lot...knowledge and more over personal approach. She meant to say about my knowledge but I went inside me, my approach to life after call. What a great change has occur! Although I was never a atheist but pretty agnostic, used to question everything and debate for even those things which even I were knowing is nonsense. Even now I don't put God's picture/mark in my room, just a Ganesha's small idol being more of friend than God! to whom I more complain than demand! always command never pray! but still I believe in him! I believe in my friend, as any other!Anyway the change is still there, I have a new love now! I have started loving Lord Krishna's Karma Yoga concept. Although I am not having great understanding over that but still what ever so far I have learnt out of it is wonderful! Its first time when my sceptical mind has nothing to question! just want to follow! Each and every word of Bhagwad Geeta looks to be coming from my own heart! Its a change in me but first time I am happy to accept it! happy to accept myself!