Hell of Heaven

Again somemore killed in Kashmir during terrorist attack to a house, and now its just another story. Emotions brazen, tears got frozen, and people are back now in normal life like nothing happened only few hours back. But behind this a family remains which is shattered because of last shock.

Its hidden from no one that the pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime!!! It doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have or what you want but solely on what you THINK!!! And that thinking makes you a Mahatma or a Terrorist. But at the end your action have a great reflection over society, that's you surrounding including you n your most loved ones. Its your choice to provide them a Heaven or a Living Hell!!!

Again Question remains open for you to answer; Answer which is also a question in itself?!!

Where is Our Phelps

Michael Phelps is no more a name which needs introduction between those who loves sports and even beyond, but his achievement of 8-gold medals is not just a landmark in sporting history but a big question mark to country like us which hardly managed 1-gold and over-all 3 medals out of entire carnival for its 1 billion population. Its not just in the area of sports, its not just the matter of present, its something which is repeating everywhere-every time. From sports to technology, from arts to literature our performance has deteriorated and we have proved our self a looser everywhere which is completely disgusting and needs to be think over. My believer mother tells it to be Devbhoomi but why we don't have that zeal to excel any field. Needs to think over and bring the change to bring back our pride.

What I want!?

Life has become like race with sometime a shorter while most of the bigger target which always stay ahead to make me run! and in between all these challenges of life there always remains the question that, what I want?...some time look like myself running in a blind race in which I am heading nowhere...even after all my efforts even when I achieve something questions remains in mind that, "probably this is not something which I had demanded from life!!!"...totally confused as always! but can't stop even to sit and think of...

Sannate ki Dukan!

Everyone wants peace in life! peace to enjoy innerself...to execute himself; to feel the innerself of own...but he million doller curry is the source! where to get that peace?! In the great search people collect or sometime in real sense try to buy pieces of peace for life...and which give space to people in this tricy world a opportunity to capitalise this demand of people...different people, in differnt style, in different senario, with different approach claim to provide you with that peace which you need. and in this chaos for getting the original mental peace the entire effort turn into something from shanti to shannata, which is as much meaning less as anyother disturbence of life

Passion and Desire...

We all dream! Dream to be best; dream to be achieving whatever one can think of...but when it come to convert this dream to reality we have different approach. Some live in there dreams and keep on dreaming one after other, some have desire and sometime they even put a good effort, but there is third class for whom, the dream is always a passion! Passion which reflects in their attitude; they just know what they want and, go for it.

I know I lie in the second category of people who although make a high dream but lack the passion to achieve. Its not like that I don't put efforts to do the best but the fire-the thrust to success is always missing! I personally know some people of third category also whom I always see as a motivation and aspire to be like them but again the same thing is missing which prevents me to be like them! Can't say I have made myself like that or its a congenital fault...

Life Expansion

Time has how so ever taught me not to expose my life suffering publicly either by body or by action but the mean of technology and information is even stronger. Problems in my life which I hide anyhow and survive for the time I find chronologically reflecting in my big and bigger growing itemised mobile bills. And sometime my attempts to seize the expansion of mobile bill, look like my attempt to become indifferent to my problems. As I pretend to be more strong and resistive to life challenges, their even bigger faces appear all the time and before which sometime I find myself too dwarf to face, but its my inner call or my emotional support by my holy loved ones which let me with stand among all.
Please be there, till my last battle...n ‘ll defeat it for you n me too.

No Happiness! No Grief!

Listening to Bhagwat Gita as usual for my moral boost up in time of low moral and got hanged my self with the idea of Lord Krishna’s Sthitipragya purush, the person who is neither happy because of some material happiness nor sad because of material loss is the best person and is closest to the God. The desire to be close to God or to achieve God is nowhere in me but the will to be stable to life challenges and opportunities brings me closer to Krishna. In a time when both the challenges and opportunities of life are demanding for tough decisions in life I can’t be a mare spectator or not just an escaper out of all. I have always desire to collect the meaning of life but what so ever I have learnt about it is definitely not something which I can run out of but something which needs my brave attempt to take over and become achiever...after that no happiness...no grief!